Christina Haack is opening up more to a “life-changing experience” that she had earlier this year.
Haack, 38, revealed more about his relationship and spiritual journey on his Instagram Story on Saturday. The mother-of-three discussed intimate details of smoking toad venom, a psychedelic, explaining, “My experience felt like my ego was ripped from me – an ‘ego death’ though. necessary.
“A lot of people ask about Bufo toad venom,” she added. “For more information, watch this video. Smoking Bufo Toad Venom is a life changing and different experience for everyone. It cannot be summarized in an article. But @tonyrobbins and @miketyson are talking about their experiences here.
The “Flip or Flop” star posted a screenshot and linked to a YouTube video from Mike Tyson’s “Hotboxin ‘with Mike Tyson” podcast with Tony Robbins. She followed up with new snaps from her trip to Tulum with her boyfriend.
The glands of a Bufo Alvarius toad secrete substances known as 5-MeO-DMT and bufotenin, which are known to have psychedelic properties and are considered controlled substances by the Drug Enforcement Administration. In a recent European study, inhaling the vapor of dried toad secretion was shown to produce sustained improvement in life satisfaction and relief from anxiety, depression and post-stress disorder. traumatic (PTSD) after a single use. Either way, it is illegal to use in the United States.
Haack initially shared his experience with Toad Venom on Thursday, July 8 in an Instagram post announcing his new relationship. The reality TV star shared a photo of the back of the couple’s heads, using the caption to write a lengthy post about this new chapter in their life.
“I met Josh when I was not in a state of fear or fight or flight… 15 minutes),” she wrote. “When we met last spring, the synchronicities us hit so hard and fast they were impossible to ignore.I immediately felt protective of him madly and wanted to keep him to myself and get to know me before the tornado (media attention) hit.
In the post, Haack took a moment to share how she has “loved every second” of getting to know her boyfriend over the past few months while keeping their relationship a secret. The “Christina on the Coast” star explained in detail why she decided to keep her relationship private at first, writing, “The so called ‘celebrity’ brings so much but it comes at a cost. They build you then destroy you.
She told a story when the couple were at the airport and spotted a camera behind them, sharing that her hands were starting to shake as her heart pounded.
“And not for me but for him,” she said. “I know they dig and dig and I never wanted to see him stress out about the media harassing him and his family. Which has obviously already started to an uncomfortable degree. False stories are being thrown left and right.
Haack cited the downfall of many celebrity relationships as social media and people just looking to stir up drama. This time, she chose the path of “what is in the past is in the past”.
“I might be a little bit crazy and I’m definitely not perfect, but I’ll never live my life based on the judgments or opinions of others,” she said. “We pride ourselves on never judging others and always wanting others to be happy and we want others to have the same respect.”
Haack concluded his post with a message to all haters, writing, “So yes ‘another relationship’ and guess what. I am 38 years old, I will do what I want.
On Sunday, she shared a second Instagram post about her trip to Tulum alongside a carousel of images from the trip with her new beau.
“Thanks to my man for starting my 38th with a whimsical dream vacation,” she captioned the post.
Haack, who changed her maiden name back in February, has announced that she and her ex-husband, British TV personality Ant Anstead, will separate after less than two years of marriage. The couple tied the knot in an intimate surprise wedding at their Newport Beach, Calif., Home in December 2018, after meeting through a mutual friend the year before. The former couple share a child together, a son named Hudson.
The reality TV star was previously married to Tarek El Moussa, her “Flip or Flop” co-star. The couple separated in 2016, finalizing their divorce in early 2018 after nine years of marriage. Haack and El Moussa share two children: Taylor, 10, and Brayden, 5.